Lab Rats
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
I wonder about it. The ultimate question. And the ultimate answer to it. Right now I'm going through an existential phase in my life. I'm not much interested in the presence of other living forms in other parts of the universe. Although I'd be delighted to learn of any such living creature. Are they like the ones we have been seeing in Speilbergian movies? Are they good? Are they evil? Well, those questions do not bother me much. As far I understand the whole situation, there's no situation in the first place, and I'm not anticipating a visit from a bunch of funny looking creatures in this lifetime.
My concern is that thin sheet of scary confusion between reality and illusion. My very existance that oscilates between daylight and darkness, between percieved reality and illusiory dreams, between my faith in Him and His actual existance, between the comfort I feel in the morning brightness and the depressing loneliness I suffer after sundown.
Is there a parallel universe? If yes, then my society-conditioned mind questions the identitiy of the controller of such a universe. The existance of parallel universe proves the experimental nature of our existance a la Dark City. I have come to few conclusions. I stubbornly need answers, so these conclusions to pacify me.
1. This is a network of dreams. What you are reading here is an extension of what you dreamed last. You dreamed you were reading another blog, or searching the internet which led you to this blog. It's all a fuckin' dream. There is either a 'real' you in a lab under His supervision or this network of dreams is a single entity's projection. And that single entity could be Him. His dreams.
2. There is no way to define nothingness. When you say 'the void space,' there is darkness and there is absence of material objects. And that is something. Unless we define 'nothing' there is no way we'll ever approach The Answer. So assuming we are lab rats, we have been denied solution to that key riddle. If there is nothing, there's still going to be something. And we are part of an experiment.
3. We could be unknown tiny particles on a revolving electron/proton which could be part of a furniture in the house of another creature which is right now have its own existential issues. Which could further be tiny part of another revolving electron/photon. This proves the existance of parallel universe and the connectivity between them. But leaves unanswered the mighty question about the almighty.
I have a couple more complicated (shitty) theories based on and influenced by the sci-fi books I've read and the movies I've watched. Maybe, next time.
I got to go have my lab lunch. I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING.
My concern is that thin sheet of scary confusion between reality and illusion. My very existance that oscilates between daylight and darkness, between percieved reality and illusiory dreams, between my faith in Him and His actual existance, between the comfort I feel in the morning brightness and the depressing loneliness I suffer after sundown.
Is there a parallel universe? If yes, then my society-conditioned mind questions the identitiy of the controller of such a universe. The existance of parallel universe proves the experimental nature of our existance a la Dark City. I have come to few conclusions. I stubbornly need answers, so these conclusions to pacify me.
1. This is a network of dreams. What you are reading here is an extension of what you dreamed last. You dreamed you were reading another blog, or searching the internet which led you to this blog. It's all a fuckin' dream. There is either a 'real' you in a lab under His supervision or this network of dreams is a single entity's projection. And that single entity could be Him. His dreams.
2. There is no way to define nothingness. When you say 'the void space,' there is darkness and there is absence of material objects. And that is something. Unless we define 'nothing' there is no way we'll ever approach The Answer. So assuming we are lab rats, we have been denied solution to that key riddle. If there is nothing, there's still going to be something. And we are part of an experiment.
3. We could be unknown tiny particles on a revolving electron/proton which could be part of a furniture in the house of another creature which is right now have its own existential issues. Which could further be tiny part of another revolving electron/photon. This proves the existance of parallel universe and the connectivity between them. But leaves unanswered the mighty question about the almighty.
I have a couple more complicated (shitty) theories based on and influenced by the sci-fi books I've read and the movies I've watched. Maybe, next time.
I got to go have my lab lunch. I KNOW YOU ARE WATCHING.
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Point 1 : Your, this, perceived perception is purely due to the change, the stones brought in you, making there, where you are, you stay.
Its something like this, when you realize, its a dream, it means you aren't dreaming.
Point 2 : This is one f de oldest questions...
Point 3 : I cant answer this, i m weak in Technical :P
"the comfort I feel in the morning brightness and the depressing loneliness I suffer after sundown"... :|
the pacifying conclusions... :)
I too feel the same sometimes, and sometimes it all disappears into "nowhere" - Now that's where it goes and comes back :)
Just curious. Are you an x-files fan?